This Magic Moment
I hate this moment. The moment when I start to feel that what I thought I wanted more than anything, may not be what I want at all. And the worst part is this isn’t the first time I’ve had this moment.
This is always a scary moment for me. In fact, it fills my heart with dread. Because up until this moment, all I’ve thought about, all I’ve dreamed about, all I’ve talked about was this one thing, and now this thing might not be what I want.
I’ve told so many people about this thing that I wanted. I went on and on about it. I knew, KNEW I wanted this thing more than anything else. So what changed? I’m not sure.
I could just not be able to commit. Not able to follow through with something that I want now that it’s in my grasps. OR it could be too out there. Too hard for me to actually get and I’m just giving up. Or I could just be over it.
Either way, what now? What is my goal supposed to be now? Cause I really need to know.
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